It’s like she doesn’t care about me, my feelings, my stories, the things I want to talk to her about, or anything for that matter. She always brags to people about how difficult her life has been and that she needs constant support but literally the biggest situation she’s ever been in was to decide which boy she wanted to f**k during a weekend. She’s never had trouble at home, with her family or friends, always had a stable love life, good grades, active sex life, a stable job, etc.
I haven’t always had it easy and as soon as I try to talk to my best friend to soothe my pain she just kinda blows me off and doesn’t care because she can’t wait to talk about herself or the parties she got us invited to every weekend. I find it disgusting that she is always so selfish and inconsiderate and I keep telling myself over and over again « why the hell am I still friends with that toxic person? » And I think the only answer to that is because I’ve been her friend for over 8 years and I’d feel bad to throw away our friendship after all this time…